I think it might be better.

Today was great. I love Roger and Eduardo and Amanda. They get me in the best mood. Roger says and does the funniest shit ever and Eduardo and Amanda and her little love notes make me feel super happy. I'm all jumping and happy. My smile is bigger than my face. Roger and Eduardo can push me into the boys bathroom anytime. Like yesterday i was so pissed that Roger stole my note but i couldn't help laughing cause it was pretty fucking funny. Hahaha. I don't think Eduardo was expecting me to kick him in the balls for reading the note out loud. So in the bus area i basically crushed his balls in a kick that went upward. His face was priceless. Then it was even funnier when he had to wobble to the benches and sitdown to catch his breath. So i've been put in a better mood and i'm calm and really happy. I feel a lot better knowing that i'm gonna see the boys. But Manda won't be there. So i have to write a huge note on everything that happens tommorow. Just walking with those mother fuckers causes me to pee my pants a little. I think its hillarious how neither of the guys have to even say anything in order to make me laugh. It makes me wish tommorow was here already.

I also have to say a little about my Chritina Marie. DUDE. Your comments and your advice can always get me back to reality. I don;t know if it hads to do with you being a little older or what but you always know the right words and thr right advice to give. I trust in your words and your friendship means the world to me. I don;t think i can say that any of my other friends would put up with that much sad pathetic bullshit. I feel like im always dumping my shit on you and i apologize. I don't want you to think that im trying to make the friendship about me cause i know i hate it when a friend only talks about themselves. I know youre not a bitch and that you do everything you do for me out of the kindness of your heart. But i still feel like i can sometimes give you that kind of impression. I love you Chrissy. MYSLEEZYSKANKYSWEETIESLUTWHORECHOCOLATECHIPCOOKIEMUFFINCUPCAKE.